;c

i really feels guilty!
LOL!
why im so childish!
how old am i!
still don have a rasional thinking!
spent lots of time n money for nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how can i expect to get it all back???!!!!
i find it hard to trust everyone because u betrayed me!!!!!!!!!
what u lied me i still remember!!!!!!!
LOL!!
im blind is it???!!!!!!!
i promise myself wont redo this mistake again!!
i don wan get hurt anymore!!!!!!
i don wan cry in the every middle night for the same damn thing!!!
and i know that now is the time for me to made a decision..
but its hard for me...
FINALLY, i decided to give up!!!
hope i din made a wrong decision!